Baby on board

We are expecting another child, fingers crossed, this October. We have been firm in our stance that after everything we went through with koishi we were done birthing or own kids. That is until January.

We have never really felt "prompted" to have children like so many lds couples claim. We new we wanted children but it seemed that for 9 years that it wasn't meant to be. 2011 we find ourselves expecting Koishi. Now back to January. Akahige and I went on a rare outing to the temple. I had been feeling like koishi really needed a sibling, sooner then we could afford adoption. I mentioned it to Akahige on this outing.  He asked if this is one of those hormonal moments where I am baby hungry and forget everything that comes with my pregnancies. I expect explained that I remember too well our past we experiences, but koishi is young enough and we have a great net work of family and friends that we should try. We agreed to wait until we past June (both sons have been born father's day weekend) Well Heavenly father had a different plan.

We are excited and apprehensive at the same time.  I go in tomorrow for a cerclage surgery. I will also be on progesterone shots starting in may. My new obgyn and the specialist feel pretty good about these actions.

Well I am sure this is a bit scattered.  Writing with a toddler on a phone isn't the best. But I wanted to start telling the story of this new journey.